On Being a Fangirl
Have you ever loved something so much it hurts? As corny as it sounds, I definitely have. I've been a fangirl my whole life, it may be one of the only things I'm naturally talented at. It can be embarrassing at times, like really really embarrassing. But I think there's also a certain beauty to being excited about things you have no control of, a joy in waking up knowing there's new media to consume centering on your fixation. You may have guessed it already, but apart from musical theatre, another slow fixation has been creeping up onto me (IT'S NOT INVASION IF YOU WERE WONDERING), and while I don't want to discuss that here (wow look at me trying to stay on topic), it has gotten me back to thinking about the joys of being a fangirl, with it's epics highs and lows. I've been pondering what the stages of fangirling are, and how it feels to move from one obsession to another. I have finally created what I believe are the stages that I go through every ti...